need rejuvenate

from now onwards..i'm no longer as a teacher in SMK Jengka 24, Pahang..really2 feel so sad right know. Actually, early January dah aku bertukar ke Jay Bee..at one side, aku rasa happy gak coz dah bleh stay umah sendiri..at the same time dekat la ngan suami.. BUT ..bila aku pikir2 balik...arrrRRrggHHHh tekanannya! I think i'm not so happy to be in a new school..environment mmg berbeza amat.. i missed SMK J24 very much... teachers there.. the students n mostly my table.. working at a new place give me lots of pressure. aku x nak bagitau anong,nnt dia ingat dia plak yang paksa2 aku tukar jay bee...hmm. Konklusinya, I need to be passionate enough to be a good servant. Forget everything that will put myself into pressure..