Now, I was in my hometown...where? Terengganu la... I’m so happy to be here right now. Husband also here to accompany me for delivery...the due still far which is on 19th October...but all my siblings said that they guess my baby will come out early...I don’t know what else to say. Just pray to Allah that everything will be fine. Actually, I’m a bit disappointed because I am not be able to be with my students especially form 5 students before they go for SPM...however, I wish them best of luck. Do the best for my paper...History! hahaha...
I was applying 14 days earlier holiday from my due because...I’m soooo tired. Same goes to my colleague, Faraidayu... Preparing for delivery makes me so scare actually...why? Because I do not know how was the situation will be...at the same time, I am still thinking of my students. How they are going to study my paper without me...the good class...no problem with them...but the so so class and worst one, huhhh...hopefully they are able to do the best they can...at least they put some effort on what they have learnt previously. To teachers that relief me...I would like to apologize if there are any trouble arise during my holiday. I wish to stay until my delivery but I’m not being able to do that. Hopefully, all the relief materials will help them a bit.
Waiting is something that really hit you much. I am waiting the day for my delivery and my mind keep thinking on what will happen when the time is come...fuhh! my sis said that “ignore negative rumours that you heard...once you go through the process then you know” ok lah... on 14th October my mother already planned to do ‘solat hajat’ for me... so I need to prepare something about it. Thanks to sis, sis in law, bro and nieces for their help. I just prepare the money only...husband, I’m not sure whether he will be with me during that ceremony or not. Never mind lah. I need some rest now... peace!